| 7 days after my last entry my life changed forever. It has been a battle and it will end soon. |
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So it is funny to me to go back and read my oldest xanga entry. In October 2004 I was freaking out about going to college and I was just writing that silly college essay in Mrs. Graber's class. I remember being completely stressed out about writing it and having to think about college and now I am here. I actually made it. My worries were for nothing. Sometimes I think it is ok to worry so you can feel good about whatever you are trying to accomplish when you accomplish it. |
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| Well I now live in Mississippi. I keep feeling like we are heading back soon and this is just a vacation but it is not. I did not think that I would be very sad about leaving Ohio but I was. Thank you everyone who was at my surprise going away party, it was a blast. Thank you also to everyone who was my friends over those two fun years. I was watching the DVD that Sarah made me, actually I have watched it a lot over the past few days but anyways we had some great times and I will never forget my two years in Ohio. The Scavenger Hunt is one of my favorite parts of the movie partially because we weren't even going to go and then we won. And of course there are the many band memories and even though I hated it during it I know I am going to miss it. I was thinking the other day that I am not a member of a group anymore. Band was my group no matter where I lived or was going to move. In the beginning when I moved to Ohio I was pretty miserable and I questioned all the time why in the world we had to be there, so far from everyone we loved and I just eventually let it go and I knew I would figure it out and I did. We had to move there so we would know to "Do what we like and like what we do" thats from the life is good line but I love it. We can't waste our lives doing things that don't make us happy and not soo much happy but content. |
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| Well lets see what is new....
the moving van is coming tomorrow to pack us up.
my sisters and brother and mother left yesterday so phoebe could go to band camp
it's just weird to think that we are going back, back home, where we have wanted to be all along. and now it is here, our prayers have been answered. i can't express how excited i am to go. now i can be with my family on both thanksgiving and christmas. i can see my grandmother whenever i want. i can see my favorite friends whenever not just on holidays and special occasions. i can live in the central timezone and not have to wait until 11 for the news. i don't have to freak out about driving in the snow because there is none. i am just excited!! |
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| Did you know that in 2 weeks I am moving?? Back to Mississippi!! I am super pumped, our house is wicked sweet!! AND it is only like 3 miles from the college!!
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